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Quitting Social Media for Good

I have tried to find balance with my social media use, but I admit defeat, even with the improvements to using social media less from the tactics I introduced at the start of the year. I am quitting (most) social media with the intent to step away for good down the line.
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2021, Part Six: June

As much as I hate to admit it, I was slipping into a hypomanic episode in June. I ramble on here and talk a bit about bipolar disorder.
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2021, Part Five: May

May feels like a turning point for the year and I'm looking forward to a lot this summer. I wrote a few small reviews for some books this month too, as well as decided to complete Breath of the Wild... Including the 900 Korok seeds.
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2021, Part Four: April

While I didn't have many events going on, my mental illness flared up. I was on the edge and needed to stop, sit down with myself, and make sure I knew how to be okay from now on. Some content in this post openly discusses mental illness experiences, and so trigger warnings are included in that section.
Brown wooden pathway under an overcast sky in a slightly barren season with brown grass and leafless trees.

2021, Part Three: March

We've got a sort wrap-up for March 2021. The rain dominated and I felt just as scattered as the precipitation.
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2021, Part Two: February

At some point this final week, I forgot February had only 28 days. Was I here for this month? In a way, yes. Was I present? ...Nope. But let's get back to reality and look at books, music, games, mental health, accomplishments, highlights, and plans from February 2021!
A person sits on a bed with just their arms visible, crossed one over the other. They wear a watch, and one hand reaches to a phone face down on the blanket, the other to the book "Every Word You Cannot Say" by Iain S. Thomas. The colours are light, with the phone, book, person's hair, and an analog watch standing out in dark brown and grey.

I Got Promoted While Feeling Like a Failure from Burnout

After overworking myself in 2020, feeling like a failure when I crashed from my burnout at the end of the year, I earned a promotion and have found a renewed sense of hesitant motivation, despite still feeling like a failure.
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2021, Part One: January

Let's look at January: books I read, music I enjoyed, games I played, mental health struggles, and my accomplishments.
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Cheerless Marrow

Look, I'm sad and expressing it in poetry helps. Bipolar disorder is hard. I am not in crisis, I'm just real fuckin' sad.
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